The Voice In My Head – Just One. It’ll Be Fine.

463 days. That’s two days longer than my last stoppage was – 461 days free. And then I made the mistake of listening to the voice in my head.

“Just one dip. This one time. It’ll be fine. You won’t go back.”

That was in 2012… and as you all know, I did go back.
13 years of going back.
About $56,000 worth of going back.

I know it can feel like a pain posting your promise every day, but it matters more than you think.

Because as time goes on, you start to forget how powerful this addiction really is. You start believing that voice again – “just one dip… it’ll be okay… you can stop again… you deserve it.”

For me, it’s not worth it. So I post every day because I know how easy it is to give in. I’ve done it before.

You all got me to 463 – and you’re going to get me to another 463.

So please – stay vigilant. Stay accountable. Post your count.

NOTE: This piece written by KillTheCan member Jeezy