My Biggest Test

Hey i am here to tell you that after 55 days of quit I feel like I am at 5 days of quit.
I just spent 5 days on (Vacation) went to see my son graduate basic training. This is the events that took place.

SUNDAY– DISC GOLF 5 PEOPLE CHEWING TOBACCO, 5 SMOKING I ignored them.
Monday prepared for Tuesday
Tuesday night on a plane to St. Louis Missouri, Made all flights. rented the car and my lovely wife started complaining about everything.

The Dip factors sky rocket. I am chewing a 12 pack of gum in one sitting.
we get to the hotel get settled, I find a party store, buy more gum and a 24 oz beer. Good to go for the night.

Wednesday drive to Ft. Leonardwood, Missouri see son for 4.5 hrs with my brother, his family, my sons Mother and her mother and us. My son Immediately wants chew and smokes, I let him know my journey for the last 7 weeks. He says ( Wow pops that is Impressive especially after spending time with mom) That made me feel better.

Thursday The feeling of caving gets worse, Only because I know My son is leaving for Texas the next day for 26 weeks. I chew 4 more packs of gum. He leaves everything is fine.

Friday we visit my sister- in – law in Kansas, We check our bags for weight for the flight.

I check my weight. I HAVE GAINED 20 POUNDS IN 2 MONTHS IAM NOW 196 . WTF I know why but I have been eating the correct portions and all.

Just venting a little. I am still quit after all f this. I will not go back.

Chewnomore
Woody

NOTE: This piece written by KillTheCan.org forum member chewnomore