Well I did it! I made a 100!!! I will start by saying that I’m disappointed that it took me twice on this site. My first go at my quit and using this site was Dec 17. I didn’t take it serious, I wasn’t here everyday and I didn’t reach … Continue reading
I’m writing this “speech” for others as well as myself; for literally anyone who has interest in reading about my experience. I’m writing this to have something to look back on days, months, or years down the road as yet another piece of “ammunition” to protect myself from my addiction. … Continue reading
NEVER EVER EVER LET YOUR GUARD DOWN: Alright Quitters I made the first 100 days in pain and agony for the first few weeks, I never want to go through that again. So here is my story: Chewed Copenhagen for 14 years got married and had my first daughter. I … Continue reading
As some of you know I landed a new job 13hrs from home. The pay is good with tons of overtime. My cousin worked the same job for a few months and this job kicked his habit into overdrive, from a bag of Redman a week to a bag every … Continue reading
First I need to emphasize that 100 is just a number in a long string of numbers although it is a milestone, there were many that lead to it and should be many that come after it. My story with this love/hate dance started in high school with the wrestling … Continue reading
The decision to become quit was easy, the thought of the struggle I would endure was what always kept me from the freedom. My life as revolved around nicotine…. Driving/after a meal/hunting/fishing/working/running- You name it… a chew was great at all times. It satisfied my appetite, it cooled my emotions/stress… … Continue reading
Anxiety and stress and VERY common side effects of quitting dip and smokeless tobacco. The physical withdrawal that accompanies smokeless tobacco cessation is something that nearly every quitter deals with. If you don’t, consider yourself lucky. Anxiety, or stress associated with your quit, takes many people by surprise. For so … Continue reading
Been one of them days, you’ve had them before, Stress is all around, nic-bitch at the door. She’s waiting like a lion, death stalks it pray. You know what she’s thinkin’, “today is the day!” She wants today to be the day you give in, But stand fast my brother, … Continue reading
Day one of my quit, woke up after a long night at a wedding. Realized my hand was broken, I was in so much pain and had so much to deal with that day, I just wanted to pack a fat lip right then and there and just say fuck … Continue reading
The darkness haunts me. I panic .. the lump in my throat .. the shame .. the guilt .. the secret. Tears stream down my face as I wonder the hows and whys. How could I throw away all the days of my past? Why did I torture myself about … Continue reading
